Do you love money or hate money? I know, crass question.
What if the simple reality of whether you love or hate of money was at the absolute core of your monetary situation in this moment?
I have watched people for years and years, work and work and work at improving their money situation and inevitably wind up more or less in the same place they started. This is because they fundamentally dislike money.
I dilly dallied around dealing with my money situation for years and had minor improvements and inevitably sank back into the same pattern of debt and hopelessness.
Finally, when I had just about enough torture I heard my father (Creator and Founder of Access Consciousness) say “If you hate money you will never have it in your life”.
Eureka!! That was it, I hated money totally. I resented the fact that I had to have it or even deal with it. So as soon as I would get any I wanted to get rid of it because I hated it so much! Wow, there it was, my hatred of money was driving it right out of my life.
If you hate or dislike money as soon as you have any, you have to get rid of it. Think about a person you hate, do you want to hang around them much?
So, I set about changing my hatred of money and let me tell you this was no small feat. I realized I didn’t even know what it felt like to like money. It was completely foreign to me. So I started asking “What is the energy of loving money”. Even that question made me cringe but I set out to discover what loving money could even be.
If you can change your dislike of money you can change your money situation and if you continue to hate money will you ever be willing to have it in your life?
I had made money responsible for so many problems rather then seeing it was what people were doing with the money that was creating the problem. Money was not bad in itself, it was a tool. It was the way people used this tool that created greatness or damage.
As soon as I heard my dad say, “Is it easier to change the world with or without money?” I was like, shit! So much easier with money, duh!
And that was it, I knew the life I really desired was one where I was capable of making big choices, affording it and being able to use money to create what I wanted to see more of in the world. Like buying rainforests, working with and commissioning the best and brightest people to create a conscious beautiful world and of course travel! And not in economy.
So, how was I going to do this from the back of my van? The choice truly began there and I have been choosing ever since.
I went from deep in debt, struggling, avoiding and resistant to running and enjoying a multi million dollar company that changes peoples lives through empowerment and consciousness.
Not bad for a severely dyslexic, extremely righteous ex-hippy. Let me tell you, having money is so much more fun than not having money.
What choice would you have to make today and keep on making to have money in your life even if your whole life and reality have to change?
And if you have money already, what will it take for it to be EASY and JOYFUL to have that money?
I am talking about more than just handling your money problems. I am talking about deeply changing all your thoughts, feelings, emotions and energies towards and around money. Everything you learned throughout your whole life and other life times too.
I thought that money was why people were destroying the earth and I was so resentful that I had to have it or even make it. And my finances reflected just that.
I was deep in debt with no hope of getting out.
Then it was pointed out to me by my amazing father that there was a difference between people who hated money and people who loved it.
I instantaneously wanted to reject what he was saying but I was so desperate financially and I had to do something. So I listened to what he had to say as I had watched him completely turn his financial reality around from being deeply in debt, in bankruptcy and unable to take the family even out to dinner; to having more money than anyone else I knew and in addition actually having fun and joy with money.
But the more I practiced being the energy of peace and ease of loving money the easier and easier it became to be it more and more.
Soon I started noticing that money was coming to me from all over the place.
And furthermore each time the money would come to me from wherever and however, there was a joy that began to emerge in response to the money. A glimmering joy deep in my belly and being.
Money has become my lover and friend. My greatest ally and tool for greater. Money come to me more please, I love you and lust for your presence. I receive you fully as the gift and possibility you are and will never blame others bad choices on you ever again.